sighs

ok today i shall post sumthing to express wad im feeling~

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now i truly realize..

i could be truly happy only because of u.

and i could truly be sad also only because of u.

so am i living for u?

when will the happiness drown the sadness forever?

most ppl say time is the best medicine.

but y do i feel like time is like a poison to me?

i hate time for passing evryday so fast.

will the time drown off the happiness tht i think i meant to hav?

evrytime i wanted to tell u..

i wont be able to.. mayb im juz being a coward?

i juz dont want things to chg from wad it is now

i guess because u mean too much to me.

i want to care for u

but y wont u let me?

evrytime, this 'care' tht i hav for u will turn back and stab me instead

but y wont i stop caring?

evrything juz seem so wrong now..

so vry wrong =[

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wow i cant believe i made a whole post juz for this -.-