imy..

ok now i finally realize.
tht no matter how hard i try.. u still sumhow reappear in my thoughts
and so i tot since.. umm.. skip tht part..

so i tot slowly i can forget abt u.
but i was wrong..
last nite u appeared in my dreams and i felt it all comin back to me.
i miss u.. really miss u.
but i realized i cant do anything abt it.

it always seem to me like im really an unimportant person to u.
mayb its coz i had never once entered ur life and tht u can live perfectly well without me.
i really felt like i've lost u. and now im lost T.T

plz tell me wad is goin on..
u really mean a lot to me.

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ok sry.. this is wad happens when i miss her too much =(

chinese new year 2010~

so here we are. the 1st day of CNY.
well actually it was yesterday since its past 12am
but nvm it still seems like the 1st day to me xD

ok i wonder y.. evry yr the CNY juz gotten less atmosphere compared to the previous yr
and this yr was the saddest of them all
coz.. CNY and valentines day falls on the same date -.-
stupit rite? lol

so i basically wasted my 1st day of my CNY back at my hometown
but at least i got angpau's =D
and lucky enough.. i manages to get my laptop bfore CNY so i brought it back and watch my movie tht i got it frm my college mates
lucky i've got it all planned xD
and THX DAD FOR THE LAPTOP!!!! (i know its kinda late~ =P)

so i on my comp like a gazillion times for the past 2 days juz so tht i wont die due to the boredom xP
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and i also got disappointed at sum1.
i didnt wan to but i couldnt help it.

and mayb this is too much to ask
but i really felt like im not at all important to u.
and sumtimes i fell like im the 1 bugging u all the time
mayb its time for me to stay out of ur life?

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ok lemme forget abt tht for the time being.
its CHINESE NEW YEAR.
lets all get happy!!!!
HAPPY YEAR OF THE TIGER PPL~ =D

tests..

finally 2day i took my QTI (trial driving test)
and yea. overall i passed.
but who knew. WHO KNEW!!! i would touch the yellow line on the item tht i had most confident in!!
the 3 point turn -.-
omg i duno y this time i would make the mistake tht i nv did bfore
mayb its coz i try do it slowly since its the test.
ok i shall not drive so carefully edi nex time. LOL

and thx to my instructor. i manage to make another fren xD
duno wad tht guy thinking la. he go made me hav another class 2gether with tht girl agn
and its my last class bfore my JPJ test
hmm seriously is he juz lazy or he had a motive bhind tht?? o.o
anyhow i was lazy to ask him to chg my time edi la.
so.. see how la. hopefully i would pass my JPJ test too.
seriously cant w8 to get my license edi mann~ =P

btw. who knows wad will happen if.. IF i failed my JPJ test?? =S

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ok so after tht i rush to college coz thers a stupit maths test
and when i reach ther. i had a major headache
most probably is due to being under the sun too long during my QTI
so.. i didnt manage to do my maths test well.. i think..

this is juz great. imma fail my 1st test in college -.-