lost..

oh yay~! i finally put a song for my blog LOL

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today was the first time i went for the era SPM workshop

it was for add. maths

i hav no idea why i went @@

it was sumhow suffering to listen to 3 hours of add. maths straight

and i woke up so freakin early to attend tht workshop

8am.. i repeat.. 8 am!!!

its soooo early lol

and the air-cond ther at era today was so cold.. duno y

finally i felt cold from those air-conds -.-

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i duno why but im starting to hate this holiday

spending too much time at home makes me sumhow emo -.-

i know its weird.. but it actually happened

uhh~ im feelin so emo now -.-lll

i duno wad is wrong with me >_<

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ok here is another part wher non of u will understand

and this time its a long one..

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please tell me wad is happening??

u are not like u used to be..

perhaps its just me feelin all sensitive..

but im quite sure.. tht this isnt right..

your laughter.. they're gone..

the happiness u used to give me..

its fading..

i felt like u are swaying further and further away..

and this feeling of losing u.. its killin me..

why does it always have to be this way?

why do i keep feelin tht the nightmare tht once happen to me..

is repeating itself?

u are really important to me..

more then wad u think..

but now tht everything is just happening so fast..

i dont know wad to do..

im just afraid of losing u..

i really am.. =[

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ok im finally done

sry for the super long emo-ness T_T