seriously.. i'm done tryin.
i tried to b nice to u. well it may work for juz tht moment
then wad? frm wad i see u dun even treat me as ur fren huh?
sumtimes it didnt even work. i feel like ur trying to push me away frm the vry frens i have.
talkin abt stuff tht i hav ntg to do with.
i really had enough.. i really dun understand wad is it tht u want
always talking abt how great u r. pfftt the only thing i see is tht ur freakin biased
i'm done with ur unequal treatment.
juz so u know. things were fine even without u in the picture.
do u know how it feels to be treated invisible??
i'm not askin for much. i juz wan to b treated like how u treat others.
fine then. u can keep doin wad u wan.
i dowan to care abt any of this crap anymore. -.-

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ok i feel much btr alrdy =)

wait for you..

this would b my 1st post in 6 months
i wanted to post sumthing 2day coz i had this dream yesterday
and it made me think abt her again.
yes, after so long. :(

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I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then I can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you want it to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing I do

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.