number 1..

ok 2day out of a sudden im struck by emo-ness agn
its been so long since i've feel this way
i start to miss you again ='(
it will never end wont it?

i've tried. to forget u. start all over agn
but no matter how it still comes back to u
i really duno wad to do anymore
no one could make me feel like how i felt for u
now and then i will still feel sad whenever i think u actually forgotten me T_T

i know i sound useless
and i know im also selfish
selfish for not wanting to risk our frenship
and now.. mayb all i can ask for is to let me care for u like how i did last time
u will always b my number 1..